2 Weeks Wait July 2014

Day 2 after D1 transfer - we went on a shopping trip. So I did moderate amount of walking but I did not carry any heavy stuff. A was not happy about me walking on the next day but I took it as usual. Walking should not be harmful right?

Day 3 Usual regular activity watering plants, cooking etc., One thing I remember is we had a big fight over some minor issue. Later I regretted this thinking I stressed myself too much.

Day 4 After lunch I felt a twinging pain in my lower abdomen. For a minute I felt happy then googled and realized it’s too early for implantation to occur.

Day 9 Felt a bit of cramps like period it was also the time for my period.

Day 12 I get a weird pain just before bowel movement around the time of my period. I had a similar pain. Later I also noticed a line of blood, pinkish in tissue.

Day 13 Blood test. Positive Again, HCG of 147  to be repeated to confirm. I’m skeptical due my past experience.

HCG to be repeated in 2 days which was HCG of 398 fairly good because it has more than doubled. I’m 4 weeks PUPO (Pregnant until proven otherwise). 

FET Frozen Embryo Transfer - July 2014

Everything is beneficial it is a quote in Bhagawat Geeta we grew up hearing this. Since the last MC I took a break from all these TTC efforts. Focused myself in outdoor activities climbing greater heights. During my last pregnancy even though I was for only 8 week I gained some weight. Since I’m a foodie I used pregnancy as an excuse of binge. But taking a break helped me to shed all that excess weight. Not only that I also started working full time again. I never imagined that I would eventually be working here in a foreign land. The TTC break had to be pro-longed as I wanted to settle down in my new Job.

After more than a year break I decided to try it again. But I was in a totally different mindset this time. I’m not desperate like before. I have accepted to live the life to the fullest with what I have and not to chase behind the unrealistic desires. If it doesn't happen it is not meant to be! Well at one point if everyone learns to accept the fact that not everyone will be blessed with everything in life, this acceptance will help one to move forward instead of being stuck.

FET procedure

Injection on Day 21 I think it is for down regulation

June 13^th Period

Day 2 of the cycle start with 2 patches of estrogen once in 2 days (I usually place it below my belly button)

In between in week 2 I went for an intra-uterine scan, Dr informed me that the lining can be improved. Therefore increase the patches to 3 a day and also introduced ultrogestan.

During this time I had an office party and had to drink champagne, Dr’s advice was that I can have light alcohol until the time I do FET. I’m only a social drinker.

Day 21 FET was scheduled I took a medical for this day.

Procedure is pretty simple in this clinic. No full bladder! Usually since I find it a bit painful, I take a painkiller 30 minutes before the procedure.

After we minutes in the waiting room, we get called into the transfer room embryologists brief us about the thawed embryos. We had another embryologist this time. We both liked the earlier one who did last year. Not a good results. As one embryo was 3 cells and the other one had not cleaved. It is a Day 2 transfer. Ok not much hope then. But just before the transfer embryologist informed that the other embryo has cleaved into 2 cells as well.

 

3 cells and the one that cleaved into 2 cells last minute

I had to lie down, Dr will insert the vaginal speculum, clean the remaining of ultogestan, once its ready embryologist brings the catheter with the embryos are inserted. While doing this Dr asked me to slightly lift my buttocks. Its over in few minutes. Embryologist confirms that catheter is empty. I lie down for 30 minutes and get a taxi ride to home.

After reaching home I just made myself warmed up pre-cooked food. Watched TV and took a  good nap afterwards. As it was a Friday I had the weekend to take rest.

After BFP

March - April 2013
at 4 weeks  – I felt very warm specially my head was heaty just like it is before cold and right side sharp pain

15^th day post D2 Transfer – HCG 117 line of blood!

16^th day post D2 Transfer – Line of blood with stretchy mucus

17^th day post D2 Transfer – Brown spotting!! Am I getting my period?

18th day post D2 Transfer – Intra vaginal scan to confirm pregnancy but no embryonic sac seen! HCG 722

at 5 weeks – Yolk and sac seen. Relieved….Can I finally be happy that I’m pregnant. At least I will till the next scan.

at 7 weeks – Heartbeat seen, finally I can call myself pregnant. DH started to think about baby names. Not me as I’m more wiser on this whole journey and aware of the hurdles on the way.

7 weeks image

Since my last scan, I was occasionally nauseous bloated some cramps on right side.  However on Sunday and Monday I felt a bit more cramps. My next scheduled appointment is only on Thursday.

at 8 weeks - Dr scanned in several angles to detect the heartbeat but no heartbeat seen. Dr informed it is a spontaneous miscarriage most likely fetus stopped developing 5 days before. Perhaps this was the reason for cramps.

This was when heart beat could not be detected anymore

I should say even though it was hard to accept I was reasonably brave. I asked Dr about the next attempt for FET. First step is to wait for a natural miscarriage to happen. I started bleeding on the following week on Saturday. It was unbearable pain and blood flow was so heavy that I used 4 pads in an hour. By the time K went to pharmacy and got the pain killers it had come out. If you wish to see how it looked like click on this link. Warning image could be disturbing!!!!

Update - IVF Attempt No 3 with Dr Pavic

Feb 2013

New doctor (Dr Nenad Pavic, Fertilitas) in a new country with a new procedure. I was on long protocol which means more injections. Started on injections from Day 21 wait for the period and start stimulating. Egg retrieval on Day 21.

D1 - Egg Retrieval day – I was put on half anesthesia which means I was half awake when they retrieved eggs. Which was unusual compared to my past experiences.  Nurse will push my lower abdomen and Dr will basically suck those eggs from my ovaries. They retrieved 14 eggs. Ah haven't got this many in the past.

D2 Received a call from clinic informing that 12 fertilized and 10 will be frozen.

D3 2 4 cell embryos were transferred. Now the wait begins

4 cell embryos in D2

2 Week wait

These are the symptoms I had during the 2 week waiting time.

3^rd day post D2 transfer – noticed pimples, may be due to the increased hormones I had been injecting into me.

7^th day post D2 transfer – Cramps in lower abdomen

8^th day post D2 transfer – Cramps again

9^th day post D2 transfer – Noticed a different smell when I passed urine in morning (More of a flowery cinnamonny smell) very different.

11^th day post D2 transfer – Noticed stretchy liquid from down below

13^th day post D2 Transfer – Blood test day HCG of 75 (Not high as in usual cases) Even though it is positive it is not that high therefore test has to be done again in 2 days to confirm pregnancy! Good news not good enough to celebrate the pregnancy.